booohooo...
i got 2 of my teeth extracted today.
and the doctor put in some blue circle thing in between my teeth, now.. ONE OF IT CAME OUT! damn. must have been the charkuay i was so tempted to eat.

i can still taste blood in my mouth.
hmmm.

oh ive got no more fang now.
and ive got a hole in my upper gum.
disgusting.


i think i have lots of homework.
but ive only just started a weeeny bit on GP.
grr.
aaand i failed my math test. :(
9/25 you know.
gosh.
but 52% of the pple in class failed anyways.
i know, lame excuse.
if the other 48% can pass, why can't I right?

okay ill just go offline now or smth and then do my hw.
i need serious catching up in chemistry.
it's giving me nightmares. ):
byee.

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oh right, i rmbr what i wanted to post just now.
i wanted to say that... maybe i am INDEED a turtle (the withdrawing).
thats all.
byeee (:

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funny how my mind can change in a matter of seconds.
can u believe it?
i dont think i like that somebody anymore.
at least for now.
in fact i feel so happy. well, right now anyways.
hmmm...
maybe it's because.. well, it's post period.
and i can pray again!!
wheee~!.

i wanted to blog abt smth but i forgot.
damn.
k bye!

oh oh!
i gained back my appetite that ive lost for the past few days, which made me lose 1 kg. hahah so happy. but my mom ordered pizza just now and im feeling happy so... i ate.
okay.
irrelevant info....

BYEE!
and cheer up diy! ;)

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today started out pretty good i suppose.
i didnt feel sad in the morning.
towards the end of the day, i felt down.... AGAIN.
whatsup mannnn....

maybe time affects my mood? maybe not.

chemistry practical was.... torture.
ive never done titration in my life. ever.
if only i can practise at home.
there are just some things that cant be practised at home huhh.
unless i have a secret laboratory like Dexter's, minus the irritating sister, DeeDee. hahah
or mom or dad's a chemist or smth.
my kitchen would turn into a chem lab. hurr.
i ended class late. i was the last one to finish the experiment.
the teacher said i didnt pay attention. bullshit.
do i look like someone who doesnt pay attention to crucial lessons?
who does she think she is?
over one silly mistake she assumes that i didnt pay attention.

i think some teachers are teaching for the sake of money.
they probably cant get other jobs or cant be bothered or both.
ughhh i hate practical lessons ever since i was born la. gosh.

ive finally let it all out to my college friends about paham-paham je la...
before that i told my girlfriends la of cos. haha
maybe it was a mistake.
how can i fall for someone at this time, at this age?
okay fine age shouldnt be a hindrance for anything huh.

i walked home today. it felt soooooooooooooooo gooood!
just being alone...and being able to recollect the past and reflect on my actions..
think about stuff... daydream while it's still daytime...
i got to walk without having to feel lost because i know the direction...
i dont have to scratch my head like i would normally do when i feel confused..
i dont have to frown...
but i ended up looking depressed anyway.
maybe it's still the period la.
i cant wait to be able to pray again..

(:
ive been going to school early these days.
okay fine maybe becos my dad's been sending me...
but today, i woke up early and was ready for school before 7! usually, ill be ready earliest 7.10 or smth. and latest... ok let's not go there.

bye! (:

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WHYYY oh WHYYY am i like this?!
WHYYY am i feeling this way?!
this feeling just wont do!
WHYY am i always feeling down these days?!



i think... i like somebody.


sigh.

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today's entry is gonna be about the MARCH babies! (:
i am feeling rather sleepy right now, but i better update before my post becomes stale or smth.
i think lesser words and more photos would be better right? so here it goes..








my dad sent hayati and i to sembawang park to celebrate the march babies' birthdays. on our way we saw them waiting for the bus. hahah so funny. not. okay.. so we prepared the stuff as quickly as possible! (:





when they reached, they get to cut their birthday 'cake', which is the lasagne.. sad right, no birthday cake?





ok fine obviously im lying. there are cake crumbs on the lasagne pic. hurr. not funny at all.
(pssst i made the lasagne!!! heeheeee)


aww..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUDA!(i know ive wished her before but..)

now.. it's back to HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORRKKK!!!! -faints

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just got home from school.
tgif! hahah
school was pretty good just now. (:
malay lit lesson was madness!
i laughed so much that the urge to pee was overbearing!

however, when i was on the bus ride home... i felt emotional.
i think busrides give me random thoughts.
bus rides give me a reason to think a lot.
i guess im not gonna say it here la. too personal. heh..
the thought is just... saddening you know.
i think it's just paranoia.
plus, the songs i listen to on the way home happen to be tragical.
livens the emotional-ness. haha. ok not funny.

so i guess i shouldnt think too much.
maybe the period adds on to my negativity.

let's just put this depressing issue aside okay! (:

check this out.
i changed the character's name in the malay lit story from Midun to Mudin.
and i have a new 'bestfriend' cos he made the same mistake as me.
i dont understand this. how can he not laugh when everything is just sooo funny? even the Cikgu was laughing! i think i dont regret taking malay lit - at all. (: but then again, i know that having fun is not the main priority but to do well. right? yup. hahah

alright ive to go and bathe now.
smelly smelly.
BYEE.

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oh right.. i forgot to mention..
CONGRATS to Last Day Out for winning (i heard?) MyShow'07!
i am so proud of my brother.
riiight. hahah
now, get ur ass to studying like youve been doing.
hahh.

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tmrw feels like the first day of school.
the only exception is i know more people already.
but i'm scared you know..
because i dont really know much about how these people are like.
do they like me?
are they annoyed?
do they hate me?

gosh how i hate the feeling of feeling like ive been hated.
i know it's kinda hard pleasing different people with whatever i have..
but i guess ill just you know, be myself, act normal like im not scared or smth.
hurr..


anyways nas and fifa came on friday!!
:D:D

i think.... i need a haircut.

BYEE!

i am dreaaading school. :(

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i just loooove this picture sooooo much(and the people in it too la of cos). (:

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HELLOO!

i watched the dancefloor for the 2nd time since it started. maybe 3rd time ah.
because i just found out that an ex primary schoolmate of mine was in it.
hahah funny.



hmmm i changed my blogskin if you havent noticed.
if you cant see the main picture then.. im sorry. let's wait for a few more days!
hurr





i hope the 'rumour' is true!
the 'rumour' about nas and fifa coming over this FRIDAY!
ahhh. !!!!!
okay i shall keep it cool so that it wont be another false hope or smth like that. (:





ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA! although i know you might not be reading this. haha





hmmm what else was i supposed to blog about.
oh right
my new class and scouts camp..

my new class is... 134!
it's kinda happening i guess.
i'm kinda thankful i know quite a number of them there, namely farah, ruz, haziq, helmi, faiz, fahmi... then i got to know yasmin, mala, shamala... and... yuanling or smth. sorry i forgot. hah/
err and i cant take FOUR H2 BECAUSE there's no one else taking similar subject combination as me and 'the people' cant fit my subjects in any of the class' timetable. so... now im taking H2 math, chem, malay lit and h1 econs. tsk. oh well..


scouts camp was.... pretty alright.
there were lots of water games. actually every activity involves water.
had fun.
yeah.
okay. alright.
hahah.

aiyaa i have nothing else to say la.


anyways i saw someone very goodlooking. :$
ahhhh. !!!!!!!!!!!!
okay bye!



AHHH!!!
hahah okay shutup madhiah.

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im soo sorry i couldnt go to NUS and NTU open house with DIY and SYU just now okay.
really..
ill make it up to you guys someway.. someday...


i cant help but to feel the pressure of doing well enough to procede to JC2 next year.
i really wanna do well..
i dont wanna slack anymore.
i am sick of slacking already.
sigh.

on a brighter note, i have been out with my parents last night and just now. (:
it's fun feeling like im the only child. heehee
ate at Sakunthala Food Palace or smth just now.
the briyani was YUMMY.
i feel like eating there again. hurr.

okay im going Ikea after this.
Ill update more about scouts camp and my new class and everything else another time.
i will do my best to keep away from the computer from now onwards.
i must stay focus and STUDY LIKE CRAZY.
bye!

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i am very concerned about myself.
i noticed my tendency to forget a lot of things these days..
reminds me of that korean movie i watched a few weeks ago.

one of the incidents is the towel one. (previous posts)
then there are other things which i kinda forgot also la..
the ones i can rmbr are like.. ystd i was talking to amelia on the phone.. then i repeated what i told her the other time.. and she was like, you told me that already. the thing is, i couldnt recall it - AT ALL!
then i forgot to bring the receipt to collect my skirt.
err what else.
oh yeah just now i wanted to wash my hands at macdonalds, i went downstairs instead.
i KNOW there are other stuff.. that happened recently..
but i cant rmbr them now.
what's wrong???!!! am i having an early dementia!?
nooo...!!
maybe i need to mengaji more...
:(

and i am so sad...
afifah is not coming.
shafiqah is coming instead.
kepo ah...
sigh.

booohooohooo...))):









ANYWAYS, let's try to cheer myself up okay.
just now was newspaper collection day.
it was kinda fun but daaaamn tiring.
there was one block where almost EVERY level has dogs and they kept barking.
syu was my partner and damn we were freakin hyper!
it was so funny!

(right now i rmbr what i forgot. i was supposed to buy apples for my grandmother. oh yeah, and i forgot the money inside my wallet was for my ez link card and i used it as taxi fare. oh and i forgot to topup my card another time and had to search frantically for coins when i boarded the bus!)

ok back to what i was saying...
there was one point of time when syu and i had a freakin huge load to carry.. and it was only the two of us. so we were struggling to carry the newspapers like CRAZY and then syu fell! hahaha so funny. and another time i couldnt help it, i just dropped everything and it was sucha mess. when we reached the ground level, then we saw gabriel and martin. thank goodness. after the arduous job of becoming karang guni-s for about 4 hours, we went to khatib to eat macdonalds. supposedly, we were late because we were supposed to be in school by 1, but at 1, we were stilll eating.. so after eating sarah, shelby, jessica and weiqin and gabriel, martin, gary and another guy cabbed back to school.. i didnt see the point of wasting money on taxi fare (because i HAD to take the cab in the morning to go to sch cos THE BUS was taking gazillion years to reach the busstop and it costed me a BLEEDIN $5.30! and i cant be late again because ive been late for 2 times this week already. gosh! what a hectic life -_-) so syu, nurul, yuting and i walked back to school from khatib. it took us 10minutes of walking extremely fast and sweating our asses off. in the end, we werent that late after all. :/ had a debrief and then we were dismissed... :)

before i finally managed to exit the school compound, i was being tortured by diyanah (as usual). she pulled me like a rag doll so that i wouldnt leave. aiyo that crazy girl ah... lmao. in the end, she let me off because syu decided to accompany her in school.. lol. sorry i couldnt stay :P


okay ive lost mood to continue. i wanna upload photos!! but syu's got them all.. so... ill just wait for the pics. hahah.

k toodles~!

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i feel very down today.
sigh.
i hate it when i do things without thinking...
i hate making mistakes.
those blunders that make me feel worse about myself..

today, school was a COMPLETE waste of time.
im not sure why i even came..
i had free period for like 4/5 of the time.
i only had malay lesson.
if i had known, i wouldnt have come!

i just feel very dejected lah.
oh yah if anyone is wondering where i got into, it's yj.
yeah yj, my first choice.
not that i am overjoyed about it.
i am dragging the bridging lessons i have to attend.
alright, maybe just malay lit..
i dont have to go for chem if dont want to, i think.
but the thought of having a new class...
it just makes me sad.

i wanna go out..
but i dunno who to go out with.. :(
i need to get presents(for i wonder whose birthdays... :P)..
i wanna wear my new tops. hee.

tskk...
i just feel effin depressed laaaaaaaaa
with or without a proper reason..
i think it's PRE menstrual syndrome.
tsssskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
aghh suddenly i feel agitated.
gahh ok stop it already.
bye.

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i am SO HAPPY!
i got THREE tops in TWO DAYS without having to pay for them!
PLUS i got twenty bucks today!
hahah.
Alhamdulillah!! (:

anyways, thanks to my grandmother for the top ystd, the AJs for the F21 top, and my aunt for the esprit top! :D:D:D




oh something funny happened just now.
i wanted to bathe when i reached home just now.. so i wrapped my towel around my waist... then i went to take my clothes.. i forgot i had the towel on my waist.. so i was looking all over the place for my towel.. it was impossible for it to be in the wash cos other people's towels were still there.. so i went to the kitchen and asked my mom.. this was what she said..

"whats that around ur waist??"

hahahahahah.

ok bye!

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look at our oh-so-decent faces!!

heart dissection day!!

gosh.

and... one more.. i think this is kinda outdated but..

I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT FOR OP BAZAAR!

:'(

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